dreams

The inability to open up to hope is what blocks trust, and blocked trust is the reason for blighted dreams.

- Elizabeth Gilbert

Shattered (O.A.R.)

In a way, I need a change
From this burnout scene
Another time, another town
Another everything
But it's always back to you

Stumble out, in the night
From the pouring rain
Made the block, sat and thought
There's more I need
It's always back to you

But I'm good without ya
Yeah, I'm good without you
Yeah, yeah, yeah

How many times can I break till I shatter?
Over the line can't define what I'm after
I always turn the car around
Give me a break let me make my own pattern
All that it takes is some time but I'm shattered
I always turn the car around

I had no idea that the night
Would take so damn long
Took it out, on the street
While the rain still falls
Push me back to you

But I'm good without ya
Yeah, I'm good without you
Yeah, yeah, yeah

How many times can I break till I shatter?
Over the line can't define what I'm after
I always turn the car around
Give me a break let me make my own pattern
All that it takes is some time but I'm shattered
I always turn the car around

Give it up, give it up, baby
Give it up, give it up, now
Now

How many times can I break till I shatter?
Over the line can't define what I'm after
I always turn the car around
All that I feel is the realness I'm faking
Taking my time but it's time that I'm wasting
Always turn the car around

How many times can I break till I shatter?
Over the line can't define what I'm after
I always turn the car around

Don't wanna turn that car around
I gotta turn this thing around



i was driving to work today and the first song i heard was this song...

how apt.

i dreamt about the wolf earlier... i thought i was over the phase when i dreamt of him... and i don't know if it's because his borther called me yesterday that triggered it or what... but that's just the way it goes i guess...

i dreamt that we were hanging out in the living room, just quiet and next to each other... and he kissed me... i can't help but wonder why there was so much passion in that kiss - even in my dream... well, the wolf did do things with a LOT of passion (haha... kaya nga nagka-lil munster eh noh?)... anyways... in the dream... he was also playing with the lil one...

maybe that's why things like this... happen in the realm of dreams... because it's such an impossibility in real life.