soundtripping...

please don't stop the rain...

so there i was, just minding my own biz... soundtrippin' while processing tandims... when one of my favorite songs played, James Morrison's Please Don't Stop the Rain...

(now: this song, when i first heard it, due to the things that were happening in my life at the time, i instantly related with the song... and i remember the first time that i shared this song with wolf, we were heading back to manila from minalin, i can still picture that long stretch of road,sun-dappled trees on either side, driving late afternoon, headin to san fernando then back home to LP... when he heard the song, he said it was beautiful... and then i remember sharing the youtube video of that song, when things were getting really crazy between us... how there were wolves and water in the vid...)

yet, i digress...

i glanced at the screen to raise the volume and wham

"i love you, erica - wolf"


motherchucker...

ouch. that hurt.

i guess he updated the info with the lyrics... most probably almost more than a year ago, give or take a few days... since it's already 10.25 (and the last time i was 'with' the wolf, was 11.04.2009)

first of, he knew i didn't have an ipod... so no way could i have seen what he did all the time he spent updating my itunes... i guess, considering that today's Lyra's 6th month... and 2 months til his birthday... to see that... i dunno... how exactly to explain it...

i wonder if the time will ever come when i'll be numb and feel nothing at all for the wolf... is that even possible? =(